WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM ?

What kind of person I am?

So I asked on my Instagram page @bibliophile_tahina ,that what should I actually write in my blog post , and I came to an amazing conclusion that what they wanted was to know about myself , in the amazing way possible , so I actually decided to write something related to it .To start with I am doing my under graduation in Law , I am a person who loves books and colors , I love food and cooking too but only when I am hungry . I am the most moody person you will ever meet, a kind of fatso who won’t move her ass until and unless she is in a mood to do that .Everything that I have and do, majority is in extreme, I can spend my whole day in my bed not talking to anyone or can also   be out the whole day not talking to anyone .If I need someone, I need them always and if I don’t, won’t need them ever.

If you think I am the most perfect person , then I am not , I have done everything I wasn’t actually supposed to do , I have been heavily drunk , insanely sober , I have smokes , I have been out , I have ran away , I have been in and out of relationships randomly ,distanced from friends and a lot ,a lot of different things have been done by me .But now I am stable , but that doesn’t means I don’t have fun , I still have my own whiskey and me nights .Being in love is a feeling I have adored the most , and it’s a luck that a person I started loving 11 years back , is with me , When I first saw him , it was like I wanted to see him again and again , and now still After being in relationship with him since years , I still want to see him again and again . I have Goosebumps at his every stare, I blush when he compliments me and all this is still the same even when I am in 4^th year of my college.

According to society standard I qualify as the most rude person , because if I hate someone , you can see that on my face , I cannot simply love everyone only because they are living in the same society as myself .My opinions don’t differ just like that , what I want to say to you , I will say it  and let things go maybe , or maybe I will always have that thing in my head , and I will never ever get that close to you .I won’t keep on telling things and saying it or spreading it everywhere . I might write down my feelings but not actually say them, because I feel like it’s easier to pen them down and express rather than saying them which makes it more complicated.

I fall, but I stand, I have been through a journey from hating myself to actually falling in love with myself, challenged myself at every step, done things that are beyond my comfort zone but have actually enjoyed doing those and then fallen in love with them and repeated them .I am the last person someone should get in a relationship with, I will do small stuffs for you and demand nothing in return except a simple smile, because that is how things are meant to be for me.

 

P.S Will try to be a little regular with my blog posts rather than having this as an monthly affair <3

Love

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